

Just real talkthey want me to stop I think notJust real talk
this writting shit is all I got
you might got alot
but I bet you dont want to be shot
ending your life doesnt seem right .... right ?
so take a walk in my shoes see my fights
the shit I dealt with in the darkest nights
how I was told to feel aight
when everything I saw shocked me with fright tell me whatcha think of that
the fights making the blood splat against the floor and the walls
is this the end is this all I gotta fall pray to I wanted to be something stand tall
I got


Past Vs PresentThe past ( ages 1 -10 )Past Vs Present
My father begun with saying " this is not my son " I wondered why he want Me done I just waned to live my life and try to have fun But a new day is coming I feel the warmth of the sun this game isnt over it just begun
As I hold the knife next to my throat I wonder while I was a baby I was never fed
now I changed I am eating instead but dont count out the goods I never said
I didnt have any the video games the bike rides and all the fun stuff I did never to be over looked the 90s were the time to be alive
I am happy to be apart of it just hap


Be what You Want Me To BeI am sick of pushing myself to be what you want me to beBe what You Want Me To Be
I am not whole anymore .... there is no more " me " cant you see ?
I am falling apart trying to put everything back the way it used to be
I look in the mirror and I don't like the person looking back at me
The harder I try it seems the faster I fall apart again
trying to be everything you want me to be but it seems you never want me to win
I am sick of waking up every morning and yet everything I do is a sin
I did become better the fact you cant see what I become proves it
no matter what I fight to become to you I will never be shi


Feel" feel "Feel
Who knew that these people who said they loved him would be the same ones to break his soul they took something that shined bright as a light and made it black as coal
he fought back with all he had giveing them everything he got but they fought harder getting his heart to quickly stop
he no longer felt anything but the pain that feeling in his heart drove him insane he wanted to feel more but he knew his efforts were in vain
he thought of ways to make sure they felt the same wanting revenge he vowed to himself to make sure they never forgot his name &
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True knowledge is to know the extents of ones ignorance
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